New Gnostic themed/named electronic experimentation tracks left at my Soundcloud site

During the first week of 2012, that fateful year, I have been in a creative fugue.
This is still raw and visceral material, but I do hope you will give it a whirl.

The first, in so many ways. Adamas .


Adamas is one of the name variants you find for man, in particular, in general and in the specific sense; a person, in “gnostic” lore. The
Apocryphon, or Secret Book, of John – has a great recipe for men and women,
as they are being assembles by the microscopic imps the Archons (rulers) in the
laboratory of the Demiurge (half-maker,creator,architecht), each hoping to gain control
of each organ and tissue type, while collectively having “glory” in the new being they had
brought to life, and eventually to fleshly form. That old anthropological scheme, which is a magico-sympathetic one; ancient cultures, even today, believe that particular attention, ritual prayers,sacrifices, purgations, exorcisms, bribes and so on, can bring human or divine control over unruly,lethargic,weakened particular genius locii which still exists within the anatomy of the offspring of first man. We still “believe” tears purify, wind corrupts and sneezing exorcise evil influence…we have small imps banging on anvils with their tiny hammers when suffering through a particular bad consequence of our joie de vivre the night before….

Adamas should somewhere, someplace in all else that it is, as a musical
piece, contain ambiguity, complexity, conflicted powers that move around within some tense anatomy…

 

The most recent being, Heimarmene

 

Heimarmene means  fate in Greek . My thought were that of an opening into the irrational rationality of an already accomplished plot winding out as so many cuts of celluloid.
Have you ever felt that this moment, right now, has already been spent – that it is worn
thin, as a thin sheet of film being churned through the cosmic machinery? While Jim Morrison and the Doors made long and epic orgiastic rock opera out of the legend of Oedipus, fate, apart from romantic cliché, has apparently gone out of fashion. We are searching the great big sky full of galaxies opening up by the cryptomagical operations of our technology, and splitting everything, below the limit of the atom, that can be divided down towards the particle or particular one that does not allow itself to be divided, at least according to calculation and perception, we are finding our new fates; the predetermined course of biological life, expanding or imploding universes, the dialectics of capitalism and culture…

I have made a more controlled electronic reel which has more material in it than
will be present in the final cut.

 

Unveiling the self; Introspection and Theophany


‘Withdraw into yourself and look; and if you do not find yourself beautiful as yet, do as does the sculptor of a statue …
cut away all that is excessive, straighten all that is crooked, bring light to all that is shadowed …
do not cease until there shall shine out on you the Godlike Splendor of Beauty; until you see temperance surely
established in the stainless shrine.

                                         Plotinus , Ennead, 1, 6, 9.

It is all too easy to invoke the image of a complete,featureless void as a contrast to the persona (Greek for “mask”, actually)
we carry, as Armour and utility set – into the world. If we think upon matters spiritual, we reject as a reflex – every flaw,
every ambiguity, every complication; sitting here thinking about the spiritual in man we are ourselves that flaw, that ambiguity,
that complication – that cloud before our eyes of vision. So looking within becomes an escape into judgment and rejection,
the more we reach the more bleak our self become, the more possessive we grow on an unconscious level. Modern man has
evacuated the superior value into pasts long exiled to memory and futures beyond imagination, his images becomes mere
abstractions, with the added density of number, measure and taxonomy. Thus images are emptied before they are truly
inspected, in the light of our vision. For images have a relationship with their transcendent cause, whose imprint they
have become in the world of the Psyche. Wherefore, instead of being invoked at the threshold into the contemplative
life; wherein the Logos, through which everything came into existence – becomes life and light to every man that enters
into this world; and remembered every time a holy book is opened – Theophany has been buried in the sciences of history
and comparative study. Events outside of the soul motivates the soul to reach towards solutions that are directed towards
outward things, the more concrete the situation is experienced as exterior and outside the extension of self – the stronger
the measure taken to make concrete and opaque the contents of its interior. I intend with this observation nothing less than
provide a diagnosis of the tendency to ignore the relational information contained in the treasurehouse of images which
remains the nature of our religions – the relations become visible when external judgment is suspended or detained, wherein
we can observe what they are in the light of what we know are, and hopefully also determine the relationship that which
we know has being, through being alert to our actual existence, within ourselves. The featureless, empty void, while allotting
all kinds of calm and peace and harmony to the mind – says precisely nothing about what is real, about others, and about your
self, or any kind of soul. There is a season for it, just as there is a season for the Angelic, and for Theophany – for visions,
revelations, interior dialogue and exchange. Beauty has no place to go but into the heart by the awakened eye of vision,
and this eye can only look when it reaches, and this reaching towards necessarily needs an object, a subject,an other.
Knowledge of relations requires a transparency of self – not the annihilation of self, we know others through our selves
, using the experiential, emotive and self-cognitant in us as a medium.
The theophanic vision requires a capacity for this recognition, which is determined by the measure of this knowledge; both as it
relates to ourselves, as it relates to others, and in which way it ever reaches towards the divine in either of them.
If we withdraw into ourselves, and strip these our selves naked of all that is appended to them, all that garbs them because
we wish to conceal this nakedness – we should be able to see Beauty not only in these our selves, but also in others.
These other human beings will thereafter no longer appear as strangers and unknown, but intimately known and familiar
by way of this recognition.
Plato writes, in his Phaedo:

“It seems to me, if anything else is beautiful besides the Beautiful itself, it is beautiful through
nothing else than that it participates in that Beautiful: and all things I say likewise…
Nothing else makes it beautiful than the presence or communion of that Beautiful…
but that all beautiful things are beautiful by the Beautiful”  (Phaedo, 100d4-8)

Thus recognition of the Soul, unattended by its tormentors, the passions and authorities, opens up Beauty at the level
of our participation; and likewise, recognition of Beauty in the Soul between us, opens up the Soul at the level of a communal
participation in Beauty.

“For I had gone down below their language”

The idealism of Plato informed the ancient Gnostics in their metaphysics, which counter to the
chauvinism against so-called Sophism in Antiquity, was rooted in a new Image of Man.
Coupled with this figure, which is of a different kind entirely than the self-image of preceding
generations (leaving Kings and Shamans be the category they are to themselves, as much as
they were laws unto themselves, that is) – were a new day, a new alertness, a new cosmology,
a new process of unveiling the true nature and reality of all mysteries, natural and supernatural.

In the Apocryphal accounts we find that when Adam is awoken from his sleep, which some Gnostic myths negate or translate into other things, he is addressed directly and replies to the call, either of his counterpart, Eve, or of
an angelic host. At the determining moment, which seals Adam’s fate and plight, Eve turns to him and teaches him a secret; this secret in turn, unifies them in the capacity of “understanding more than their creator(s)”.
Two people that are united in the confidence of a secret are unified continously, as they not only remind eachother of themselves, but also of the secret that they hold in common.
The same goes for the blessing of the brotherly bread and brotherly wine – given the context of a new covenant which is secret, which exist between a chosen company of friends, at the last supper. Here also Jesus divulges
a secret, and the secret which is shared is devoured and assimilated by his friends – this secret becomes Jesus among them, and Jesus in them – and will, with a bright flash of recognition, become the Christ in and among them through the mystery of Pentecost.

The Protennoia speaks of her first descent thusly:

I am the first one who descended on account of my portion which remains, that is, the
Spirit that dwells in the soul, which originated from the Water of Life, and out of the
immersion of the mysteries. And I spoke, I, together with the Archons and Authorities.

For
I had gone down below their language

,and I spoke my mysteries to my own – a hidden mystery
and the bonds and eternal oblivion were nullified. And I bore fruit in them,
that is, the Thought of the unchanging Aeon, and my house, and their Father. And I went
down to those who were mine from the first, and I reached them and broke the first strands
that enslaved them. Then everyone of those within me shone, and I prepared a pattern for
those ineffable Lights that are within me. Amen. Trimorphic Protennoia, (NHC XIII,1.)

Christ became Silence, so that the secret that exists prior to that Silence might have an opportunity to
resurrect in us and ascend through us, and return as fullness which encompasses all stages of existence,
beyond the categories, and below language.

Blogging Hotspots:The Forbidden Gospels Blog

Blogging Hotspots: The Forbidden Gospels Blog

Professor April DeConick belongs to the new generation of scholars who have engaged the background for the New Testament and it’s reception with less filers and academic bias than their preceeding generation.

To be said for their predecessors is that they actually anticipated, and were pretty much agreed upon that such scholars were needed in the future.

Dr. DeConick teaches early Jewish and Christian thought to students at Rice University in -

Houston,Texas, I feel quite confident that her students will in the future become the new pioneers who will take over the heavy responsibility of opening up the past to their generation. The inheritance from the Jewish and Christian religion in our culture, even that of heterodox,heretic and “forbidden” – are formidable, and what is not brought into consciousness, good or bad, are bound to participate in us as an autonomous, dischordant presence, the better we have communicators, analysts, exegetics and discerning historians – engage the topic for us and give us occasion to realise what is going on.

I thoroughly enjoy Dr. DeConick’s occasional Apocryphote fragments from the heterodox/heretical/forgotten traditions of Christendom, which themselves merit a visit to her blog.

Emergence from Silence, to silence?

I notice that while I have promoted the Silence as a primary context for
reorientation, the ground upon which one can stand as well as the sky above
that meets it. and reaches through us to itself – a numbing phenomenon of
constant zero response meets it. The former blogpost is part 1 of a series
I must write; it’s not even pleasant to do so. I should perhaps given a personal
background for it, something to which it could attach, zoom into the place where
I part company with the great shout for Revolution, Armageddon, Justice and Purgation of
Paradise; why I must evaluate our modernity with one foot in the trenches.

Understanding, in any private span of thought, is not capital letter “T” Truth, it is
intimate and ideally part of who you are – it situates you right in what you understand,
there are no sense of distance in it. Therefore we need to have a conversation. We really
do, about what we understand, and how it is even possible to do so. Language is a trap,
but it is more of a beartrap than a hole covered over with branches and filled with spikes -
to be safe from calamity, you have to spring it, with a twig or a branch or something
expendable. Transport it all into the situation of mind, and you will see voluntarily
sidetracking into thoughts which has fleeting, transitory function looks the part, and
as long as we keep trying to keep up with the world, it is of infinite supply.

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Beneath me, the Stars

Beneath me, the stars
a pattern scattered upon the waters,
a labyrinth etched behind closed eyelids

I stand,
awoken by the briefest touch,
distance broken,
a vessel that held everything,
in a moment,
shattered into tiny specks,
beneath my feet.

disappearance/reappearance – Gnosis Archive

The Gnosis Archive is online again.
First impression is that it will take a little reconstruction work.
It also gave me a moments pause – it actually means something
that both “our side of the story”, that contemporary human beings
respond to, rediscover deep meaning,have a sense of affiliation
with a two thousand year old hushed down,slandered religious
,philosophical and metaphysical tradition – and find a praxis and a
reorientation in it – as well as the fact of these texts, the access
to them in the English language, would become lost.

The Gnosis Archive developed in tandem with my social interaction
and continued dialogue with people who have gone through the same
experiences,troubles and triumphs that I had gone through: In the
autumn of 1994 I met several subscribers of the Gnosis magazine
in a forum dedicated to on-topic/off-topic banter in the ambience
of the topical issues of that magazine; one of the first to present a
less sectarian, less biased, less doctrinaire investigation of the Western mystical traditions… from those discussions, from that exchange of material – an affluence accrued,grew – Thomas Leavitt put it on a site
on the server of his company, Web Communications. Eventually Right Revd.Lance Owens took over editing, announcements was made for the lectures Dr.Stephan Hoeller held at the Gnostic Society, about mid-1996 I was exasperated with the Societas Gnostica Norvegia webpages, I was trying, after all,to create,to make way for a physical space for communication and exchange – so I donated what was then a significant amount of material of transcribed material to the Gnostic Society Virtual Library, from that project/site.
In that way, countless hours spent musing over the wisdom of these tradtions travelled across Atlantic and into a legacy which was greater than anything I could have made on my own. I am very relieved that we are on the way of recovering it. Pax Pleromae

Um,No, that world is not an Illusion. No,sorry,nor is matter.

The

concrete world, far from being illusionary, is quite

immediate,
relevant and approached by the capacities which exist

within the soul.
The soul cannot afford to be passive because the

world is participatory
in its essence and emerges out from it;

darkness repress and separates it
from its light, conforming it

into its own – this darkness, while emerging
out of forgetfulness

is nevertheless part of the evil which is real.

The world, material

conditions, the lower soul, the counterfeit spirit
and evil -

while we may find ourselves to exist in a twilight between them and
the Pleroma – has such claim upon us that

it is nonsense to speak of any kind of illusion.

An illusion is some phenomenon which briefly, or in a period of extension, appears

to be real, to be “solid” – in terms of the language applied by our positivistic empiricism inherited from the thinkers of the age of enlightenment and their successors in philosophy – but which, and this is important, reveal themselves to be unreal, to be a fabrication forged by the senses, by faulty interpretation of such, or as a cluster of beliefs which in a brief period of disorientation manifests itself as immediate, solid and verified by perception. “Illusion” as a figure of speech isn’t even a valid argument for or against any phenomenon, deattached from perception and the interpretation of perception.
It is impossible for you to sit down in your chair, turn your computer on, log onto the internet and open this blog, and read these words – without this sequence of events, and your interaction with certain apparatus – apart from the world of matter.

This is observed also by the Gospel of Phillip, which argues that the resurrection will occur to a body, and this body is also matter :

But tell me what will rise, that we may honor you. You

say the Spirit in the flesh, and it is also this light in the flesh. (But) this too is a

matter which is in the flesh, for whatever you shall say, you say nothing outside the

flesh.

So this flesh goes to destruction with all things that go to destruction – what rises out of the earth, given time, will return to it. In the meantime, as I addressed earlier, the Soul embodied continues to be sacrifice on the part of all incarnate life. There will be comprehension, there will be understanding,there will be wisdom, there will be knowledge – and there will be Gnosis – in the body, in the flesh, with you now, that you are living –
but the body goes to back to its own, leaving behind comprehension, leaving behind consciousness, leaving behind the mystery of breath. So it is true, the concrete, physical
world, with all its matter, with all its limitations, with all suffering – all unions and all separations – will not last, it is not eternal. But it is not an illusion, in any capacity.

About the proper attitude towards matter, the Gospel of Philip says “Do not love it,

and do not fear it” – either way it detains you and substract

from you what is
needed elsewhere, by way of emotion and

disposition. This dispassion with
regards to it is made possible

by not being centered within a conscious
center within us whose

balance is towards “flesh” and “appearance”(untruth),

it might be pertinent to speak of it as the body insofar as the

manifest body is a form with which we are accustomed to. If we are

too disposed towards the physiology and anatomy of ourselves

and others, to the degree it overshadows all else, we grow morbid

-while we
loose ourselves in these things – sensually,

intellectually, creatively -
notion does not escape us that this

appreciation itself does not repair
its condition, which is

dwindling.

The Gospel of Thomas has Jesus diagnose the “rude

awakening” of one which formerly thought to know and possess

the body; “when you have found the body, you have discovered

a corpse”.
I do not mean with this that the Gnostic

dualism has to do with body vs.
spirit, for there is a

tripartition of man`s priority or
consciousness-of-self within

most Gnoses within the Gnostic tradition, and
the three can never

achieve status as dual or duality – also a tripartite
nature of the human being – his creation or coming into this particular form
you

and I have – speaking of all qualities within the former three;

has
also three stadiums and natures – the dualism of Gnosticism is

Spiritual:
There is Pleroma and Kenoma; Fullness and Emptiness,

there is Light and
Dark which are directly relating to the

acquisition of Gnosis – moreover,
and this anchors the Initiatory,

progressive, calculated approach of the
Gnostic Systems; wherein

the Myth of Descent and Ascent, Fall and
Redemption, Forgetting

and Remembering, Exile and Return plays a
significant part -

namely the divide which exist between Spirit and
Counterfeit

Spirit.

In the progression of the Gnostic Myth, Sophia produces an unequated reflection upon herself apart

from the wholeness – while man is disposed to do so from

the
beginning of his life on earth, enforced and encouraged by

wellmeaning
mediators and tutors, by parental upbringing to

education and religious
instruction – this also occurs in his

soul. As such, he receives that
which is excreted out of Sophia, a

particular portion of the Demiurge
containing his essence, and

becomes its container, for most, for the
duration of his life..

whereupon the lion briefly roars and instills fear
in the souls of

this aeon, only to again be brought down into this abyss
of

purificatory preparations of Man interior.

In

one liturgy we are informed Sophia bears twins, this becomes a

subject
for both the Zervanite story of the younger and elder son,

wherein the
younger coming to realization that his destination is

subservience, breaks
through the womb before his brother and waits

there to strangle him at his
arrival – and the medieval Cathar

story of the sons Jesus and Satanael,
born to the unknown Dyadic

“Father”.

The

Myth speaks to no-one else but the soul, that means, not the soul

in
general, but yours and mine. If we are fulfilled in a greatly

focused and
discerning consciousness coupled with all-embracing

compassion for all
life, and particular that of our fellows who

suffers the same from the day
they enter into the world, we may,

through this really extraordinary,
almost unique ,.disposition,

make do without it or similar reminders. But
the world is full of

effective and ineffective, true and counterfeit
“myths”

addressing souls in this capacity, and Tradition more often than
not

are anchored with it, but often, so deep no “traditionalist”

is aware
of it and cultures are bereaved of its benefits.

Christ

is called, in some Christian traditions, “Second Creation” or even

“Second
Nature” – it is Christ, in the selfsame, who

collects and brings
together – the “Christian” himself/herself becomes

the embodiment of this Second Creation and receives it; in one

capacity as Adam, meaning the virgin “earth” which
receives

it (whose symbol the Cross and essence the Ashes, are drawn upon
many

brows on this day without any realization of this) -

another
capacity, active, as Sophia, who in iconography is the

“pregnant Madonna”
bearing within her the complete

Christ (here pious Christian Ikons
actually depict a Docetic

Christ who arrives completely formed and
transfigured out of Mary,

but in a manner of revelation rather than
fleshly form) encircled

by a Vesica Piscis, a Mandorla, a “womb of light”.

While

Catholics, ironically the most bitter polemists against

Gnosticism,
Modern and Ancient, today – thinks that the Gnostics

lived in fear of the
flesh and matter, thinking it to be the

essence of evil contradistinct to
an entirely divorced reality of

spirit; they still look toward the
Nativity on December the 25th

as an answer to the fall of man into a
predicament which equals

the fragility, vulnerability and nakedness of all
flesh, and

simultaneously offers thought to the “forebears” earthly

Adam and
earthly Eve, and essentially all mortal men and women

proceeding from them
by the generations -and their fall into this

condition which is what has
been diagnosized as the same by their

“rivals and enemies” the Gnostics;
they still apply

words pointing hope in the direction of a reintegration
into the

Kingdom of God, following the ascent of Christ, in Christ and
through

Christ, as well as a contemplation on the tomb of a man who was
born

in the sight of other mortals, “laying with him in his tomb,

entering
our death through his”. All that is lacking is an

appreciation that the
finitude of “creation” is a

beguiling lie, and the architects of the
notions have for all too

long forget the reasoning behind their craft – to
glorify the

temporal as eternal. I.e. Idolatry.

If

we possess a notion of Idolatry – the notion of a

representation,
wrought by human hands, receiving the glory and

worship True divinity,
True deity deserves; we acknowledge the

Duality of types, and the
possibility of having a relationship

towards true, revealed Reality
contra distinct to the false and

contrived appearance of Reality.

There is no both and same in

Gnosticism; at best we may be reminded of
existing things by

inspecting what is “before our eyes”, as the Gospel

of
Thomas reminds us ; if we “cleave the wood, lift the

stone” – we will see
what is hidden within_and hidden

beneath; but this requires a certain
type of seeing, which only

one certain type of eye might see.
This requires something else

than passive certainity.

Before

anything can be received into me, I must make sure I am the
space

which receives it; it demands an emptying, and a complete
disrobing. In the same way, the verified authenticity of any world,
any being, any thing – depends on there first being a verified authentic
self. If there is any doubt, we must go where it leads, and open up
that about which there is any doubt. In the case of our self, we need
to be able to empty ourselves completely of everything preconceived,
everything that has accumulated without consent, without knowledge -
of that which we know is whole.